Firrst of all let me just say ....... ekscuse any tiepos that you may (or may not) sea in this blog.
Apaaratntly some of you hav had grate concierns about the Kwality of the ZZMadMan's Speelling and his Gramma (who is fine thank you - Grapa too) ....... The ZZMaDMan was knot aware that their had been so manny engrish teachers reeding blog ...... I tank you for your many valyou'd inputs. Lyttle had the ZZMadMan nown that so many Mystakes were avaylable to his mayking. For it nott for your deap Conscernments, and love for the englysh, the ZZMadMan wuold not even bean aware of his Knumorous Inexactitudes.
The ZZMadMna was at first moast upsett about the fone calls and comments reseaved to him from his aparent proffessors reeding this blog....... he dissmissed kritics as beeing commessive and eyedle ....... there staitments made him very most disgruntled ....... he even used upseen werds
But in the Retrospek the, ZZMadMan is pleez to reseve his krticizms and Korections ..... for he know he become a better person
Ten-Q to all my fiends ...... wittout you The ZZMaDman would not bean ayble to complish his gole - nyneteen postses for April month (as set for himself by himself).
You shuld all continyew to exycute your soupeerier powers of Intellek and Cummunikasion on ZZMadMans blog and blogs oil owver the galaxie. We can olways you's a litle somewon looking owver hour sholder, pointing out hour mynewtess floors and mysstakes. It clarely bilds caracters. Ceep up the gud whirks. Stryve for perfeksion !! Sea if you can eradikate all erors evrywier, ferder Nuledge an evan bring Werld piece !!
The ZZMaDmAn Tanks you wunce agane
Monday, April 30, 2007
Thursday, April 26, 2007
The Green Eyed Monster ....
Yesterday i felt a feeling i don't usually ever feel ................ and have not felt in a long time..... i would say never ......... but i don't want to be pretentious.
That feeling: JEALOUSY .....
And i don't know why ......... it's such an alien experience to me that i felt compelled to write about it.
It all started about 2 weeks ago ....... my company "XYZ" had been made an offer to send one of its employees to China to do a training course for 3 months. Only one person could have gone, and that person would be sent to China in only 2 weeks after the time that the offer was put forth. The company took 2 week to process the paper work .........being the retarded company that "XYZ" is .... so it had come to a situation where whoever they sent needed to be (by my estimation) a person that :
- Would be a valuable asset for the company to train for its future expansion (ie. they can't send a ditz)
- Is not essential to the continued operation of the company (has to be someone junior in the company)
- Has to be able to leave at the drop of a hat for 3 months (no children, spouses, rent to pay etc. - ie. has to be young and have a passport)
Based on my well processed calculations, this narrowed the field to 3 individuals - myself and 2 other girls. Now i never had any high hopes, or expectations that they'd choose me, let me just put that out their first.... i honestly thought that after the first week passed and no-one was informed that they would not be sending anyone. I let my guard down..... Yesterday one of the girls got called for an interview to go ...... wha ? Just so .... it's not even to say they interviewed us all and chose one ......... they just chose one ....... ouch.
I have nothing against the girl eh, doh get me wrong, she is a real cool person, a good friend and i'm glad for her ....... and I don't mind losing ....... i just like to know why i have lost in any given situation. What was it that eliminated me ? ..... i don't know ........ its haunting me ....... not the not going ........ but the not knowing .......
Between me and the chosen girl we had the least amount of difference (As opposed to the 3rd girl) ..... we are more or less on the same level ........ do the same job ....... same supervisor..... same work experience etc. ........... so what was the difference ?
I had hoped that given the sudden uprootment of life to go to the unknown in unpredictable circumstances in such a short period of time and having to rough it for 3 months, that my "manvantage" -the advantage of being male- would come into consideration. Me being a rough it specialist. But alas it was not meant to be ....... the "manvantage" has been totally obliterated by women of the 21st century. Woman Power !!
So salt for me ......... Maybe i'm just too competitive !! ........ Oh well ......... At least there is always Chinese food !!
"Wilberforce !! Order me some dinsum"
PS: though u may never see this, good luck in china my office buddy !!
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Moving .... :(
I've been kicked out of my office ........ damn !! :(
Due to my companies ineptitude i have to give up my office because they will be giving it to another firm. So dumb .....
i probably will have to move to the main office where i will have to ....... dear i say it ......... be amongst other ppl ........ ewww
I mean ........ u humans are not sooo bad, when taken in small doses for short periods of time of course, but i don't know how my blogging ..... i mean work ..... might be affected by the constant intervention of your species into my personal space.
Alas, i knew this day would come ...... My office was truly a luxury that my station could not afford (albeit a temporary site office i had alot of room) ......
goodbye my sweet palace, though u are bland and lifeless, you have brought me much joy (I guess i too must be bland and lifeless)
My Castle Grayskull, My Death Star, My Fortress of Solitude .......... I will miss thee
I will miss the many extra resting hours that thou hath provided
I'm off to browner pastures ......... *******, you Bastard !!
Due to my companies ineptitude i have to give up my office because they will be giving it to another firm. So dumb .....
i probably will have to move to the main office where i will have to ....... dear i say it ......... be amongst other ppl ........ ewww
I mean ........ u humans are not sooo bad, when taken in small doses for short periods of time of course, but i don't know how my blogging ..... i mean work ..... might be affected by the constant intervention of your species into my personal space.
Alas, i knew this day would come ...... My office was truly a luxury that my station could not afford (albeit a temporary site office i had alot of room) ......
goodbye my sweet palace, though u are bland and lifeless, you have brought me much joy (I guess i too must be bland and lifeless)
My Castle Grayskull, My Death Star, My Fortress of Solitude .......... I will miss thee
I will miss the many extra resting hours that thou hath provided
I'm off to browner pastures ......... *******, you Bastard !!
Akon and Smallie
Everyone knows the story by now..... here is my take :
Yes i believe that there are alot of people to blame in this story, the girl, Akon, her father, Zen. But the real problem i have right now with this story is the media. This is sensationalism at it finest. Blowing up an already overheated topic just to sell newspapers and get attention. Given that their is a clear lack of parenting involved in the entire situation, do we really need to be that critical of a 14 year old girl? 14 year olds are stupid.... that's a fact of life ..its an age where u are rebellious and do dumb things. Why is the media and every minister of parliament focusing so much of their time on her as a person. Why does the guardian newspaper have to publish a WHOLE full page article with the girls hi5 pics and personal information. Triniscene can't publish a picture on their site without asking the photographee's permission. But yet the mighty Guardian (so ironic that that is their name) can waste a whole page on making a 14 year old girl feel more ashamed of herself. Does this better anything? Has this article made a difference? Or is it a malicious endeavour at selling papers? She should sue them!
Also, everyone has skirted the issue of Zen's involvement. In any other country the club would have taken the brunt of the blame. Focusing all this attention on one little misguided girl does not solve any of the problems going on the country. Right now we are treating symptoms and not looking for cures. After all of this, what measures will be put in place to prevent young misguided youth from putting themselves in the potentially detrimental, embarrassing situations? Probably none....... I'm sure if i go to zen THIS Friday there will be some smallie getting on bad !!
Yes i believe that there are alot of people to blame in this story, the girl, Akon, her father, Zen. But the real problem i have right now with this story is the media. This is sensationalism at it finest. Blowing up an already overheated topic just to sell newspapers and get attention. Given that their is a clear lack of parenting involved in the entire situation, do we really need to be that critical of a 14 year old girl? 14 year olds are stupid.... that's a fact of life ..its an age where u are rebellious and do dumb things. Why is the media and every minister of parliament focusing so much of their time on her as a person. Why does the guardian newspaper have to publish a WHOLE full page article with the girls hi5 pics and personal information. Triniscene can't publish a picture on their site without asking the photographee's permission. But yet the mighty Guardian (so ironic that that is their name) can waste a whole page on making a 14 year old girl feel more ashamed of herself. Does this better anything? Has this article made a difference? Or is it a malicious endeavour at selling papers? She should sue them!
Also, everyone has skirted the issue of Zen's involvement. In any other country the club would have taken the brunt of the blame. Focusing all this attention on one little misguided girl does not solve any of the problems going on the country. Right now we are treating symptoms and not looking for cures. After all of this, what measures will be put in place to prevent young misguided youth from putting themselves in the potentially detrimental, embarrassing situations? Probably none....... I'm sure if i go to zen THIS Friday there will be some smallie getting on bad !!
Monday, April 23, 2007
Best Blog ....
Hello people,
The ZZMaDMan wants to enter his blog onto a site with other blogs but he has to submit a sample of his blog first. So The ZZMaDMan is asking anyone who reads his blog to suggest what they think are his 4 best entries ....... in their opinion.
You can post your suggestions as comments to this blog, or e-mail them to http://www.zzmadman32@hotmail.com/ .
The ZZMaDMan will more than likely laugh and belittle your suggestions, but is appreciative of your time and your effort.
Thanking you in advance
The Supreme Overlord
The ZZMaDMan
The ZZMaDMan wants to enter his blog onto a site with other blogs but he has to submit a sample of his blog first. So The ZZMaDMan is asking anyone who reads his blog to suggest what they think are his 4 best entries ....... in their opinion.
You can post your suggestions as comments to this blog, or e-mail them to http://www.zzmadman32@hotmail.com/ .
The ZZMaDMan will more than likely laugh and belittle your suggestions, but is appreciative of your time and your effort.
Thanking you in advance
The Supreme Overlord
The ZZMaDMan
Living The Life .....
OK .......... so i went to this Catholic Mass last week at the University of the West Indies..........
Yes me at a Catholic Mass ................. Don't ask .......
And the priest was saying that the Chapel of the University, was set off of the Main Campus (intentionally so), but that although it wasn't central on the campus, that we must make it central to our lives. That church is not a place that you have to make time for, to see God or to talk to Him, but it should be something that you carry with you. Something that is always there. Something you live.
And i found these words so profoundly moving ............ not in the nonsensical gibberish he was speaking about ....... but to real practical purposes.
If you want something or believe in something, you cannot "set time aside" for it. You have to live it. you have to eat it, to sleep it, to breathe it ...... To make it an essential part of your life.
All actions taken must be in congruence with your ultimate goal. It cannot be a part time endeavour. You must live the life of the person you want to be while taking the steps to achieve it. Yeah, we all want to be fit, more studious, more driven, organized etc. But are we living those lives, or we just sitting on our asses and wishing? Yeah you want to be rich, you want to be famous, you want to be successful ...... But name one step that u have remotely taken to accomplish this?!!
I will take heed of the old priest's words. I have listened intently and have vowed to live the life that he suggested........
From this day forth i will live my life as a Tyrannical Overlord !! .......... all in preparation for one day when i rule the world !!
"Wilberforce !! ..... fetch me my robes !" (Cue Darth Vader theme song)
Yes me at a Catholic Mass ................. Don't ask .......
And the priest was saying that the Chapel of the University, was set off of the Main Campus (intentionally so), but that although it wasn't central on the campus, that we must make it central to our lives. That church is not a place that you have to make time for, to see God or to talk to Him, but it should be something that you carry with you. Something that is always there. Something you live.
And i found these words so profoundly moving ............ not in the nonsensical gibberish he was speaking about ....... but to real practical purposes.
If you want something or believe in something, you cannot "set time aside" for it. You have to live it. you have to eat it, to sleep it, to breathe it ...... To make it an essential part of your life.
All actions taken must be in congruence with your ultimate goal. It cannot be a part time endeavour. You must live the life of the person you want to be while taking the steps to achieve it. Yeah, we all want to be fit, more studious, more driven, organized etc. But are we living those lives, or we just sitting on our asses and wishing? Yeah you want to be rich, you want to be famous, you want to be successful ...... But name one step that u have remotely taken to accomplish this?!!
I will take heed of the old priest's words. I have listened intently and have vowed to live the life that he suggested........
From this day forth i will live my life as a Tyrannical Overlord !! .......... all in preparation for one day when i rule the world !!
"Wilberforce !! ..... fetch me my robes !" (Cue Darth Vader theme song)
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Happy Birthday .... To Me !!
Today is the ZZMadMan's birthday ........... of sorts
And He would like to know ....... what is the office policy on the slices of leftover birthday cake ??
......... does it stay in the office with the Happy Birthdayers or does it go home with the Birthdayee. The ZZMadman had a discussion with his co-workers over this ........ some saying take it .....some saying leave it ..... Cake is always desirable to the ZZMadMan but the ZZMadMan would never reveal his greed thus jeopardizing his quest for world dominion.
The argument went back and forth ........ and became more and more heated ..... and more and more fierce.
This was however soon quelled by a well timed sneeze from the ZZMadMan, thus ending all argument !!
The ZZMadMan ......... What a DipLoMat !!
Btw .......... The ZZMadMan was not born, as such.......... But was rather poured from the motlen core of the earth , cooled by an ocean and shaped by lightning !
And He would like to know ....... what is the office policy on the slices of leftover birthday cake ??
......... does it stay in the office with the Happy Birthdayers or does it go home with the Birthdayee. The ZZMadman had a discussion with his co-workers over this ........ some saying take it .....some saying leave it ..... Cake is always desirable to the ZZMadMan but the ZZMadMan would never reveal his greed thus jeopardizing his quest for world dominion.
The argument went back and forth ........ and became more and more heated ..... and more and more fierce.
This was however soon quelled by a well timed sneeze from the ZZMadMan, thus ending all argument !!
The ZZMadMan ......... What a DipLoMat !!
Btw .......... The ZZMadMan was not born, as such.......... But was rather poured from the motlen core of the earth , cooled by an ocean and shaped by lightning !
Humans ......Tsk Tsk Tsk ......
OK ....... hot topic ....
The virginia mass murderer .......... Cho Seung-Hui
Killed 32 people .......... Was a a social outcast ........ thats a given
And now they have his "Violent Writings" circulating about on the net
Its too long for me to post everything but you can get it at :
http://www.thesmokinggun.com/archive/years/2007/0417071vtech1.html
This is the intro to the Article on his play
APRIL 17--The college student responsible for yesterday's Virginia Tech slaughter was referred last year to counseling after professors became concerned about the violent nature of his writings, as evidenced in a one-act play obtained by The Smoking Gun. The play by Cho Seung-Hui, a 23-year-old English major, was submitted last year as part of a short story writing class. Entitled "Richard McBeef," Cho's bizarre play features a 13-year-old boy who accuses his stepfather of pedophilia and murdering his father. A copy of the killer's play can be found below. The teenager talks of killing the older man and, at one point, the child's mother brandishes a chain saw at the stepfather. The play ends with the man striking the child with "a deadly blow."
I was intrigued to read it .......... to see into the mind of a weirdo ....... a viscious killer .... an undeniable psychopath ........
I was disappointed .........
I've seen more violent socially unacceptable writings on the bathroom stall of the Independence Square KFC
His play is undescriptive, mainly accusational dialogue with no actual acts of violence in it.
It looks like the shit i used to ........ i mean .... "some kids" used to write as a teenager.
Given he was a weirdo, given his writing was not all about sunshine and daisies, does that mean that any mention of non-mainstream topics is an indication of mass murder? Its all a big media frenzy. If that is what they say made him so weird what would they say about my blog? I don't justify what he did in any way shape or form but i don't understand why society is trying to put everyone on Prozac !!
I hope that if i ever go on a rampage of mayhem and destruction my readers will have more pleasent things to say about me !
The virginia mass murderer .......... Cho Seung-Hui
Killed 32 people .......... Was a a social outcast ........ thats a given
And now they have his "Violent Writings" circulating about on the net
Its too long for me to post everything but you can get it at :
http://www.thesmokinggun.com/archive/years/2007/0417071vtech1.html
This is the intro to the Article on his play
APRIL 17--The college student responsible for yesterday's Virginia Tech slaughter was referred last year to counseling after professors became concerned about the violent nature of his writings, as evidenced in a one-act play obtained by The Smoking Gun. The play by Cho Seung-Hui, a 23-year-old English major, was submitted last year as part of a short story writing class. Entitled "Richard McBeef," Cho's bizarre play features a 13-year-old boy who accuses his stepfather of pedophilia and murdering his father. A copy of the killer's play can be found below. The teenager talks of killing the older man and, at one point, the child's mother brandishes a chain saw at the stepfather. The play ends with the man striking the child with "a deadly blow."
I was intrigued to read it .......... to see into the mind of a weirdo ....... a viscious killer .... an undeniable psychopath ........
I was disappointed .........
I've seen more violent socially unacceptable writings on the bathroom stall of the Independence Square KFC
His play is undescriptive, mainly accusational dialogue with no actual acts of violence in it.
It looks like the shit i used to ........ i mean .... "some kids" used to write as a teenager.
Given he was a weirdo, given his writing was not all about sunshine and daisies, does that mean that any mention of non-mainstream topics is an indication of mass murder? Its all a big media frenzy. If that is what they say made him so weird what would they say about my blog? I don't justify what he did in any way shape or form but i don't understand why society is trying to put everyone on Prozac !!
I hope that if i ever go on a rampage of mayhem and destruction my readers will have more pleasent things to say about me !
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
The ZZMadMan's Children ...
The ZZMaDMan would have 4 children:
They would be Chaos, Anarchy, Plague ................... and Bob.
Bob, of course, will be the dreadest of them all !!
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Similarly if the ZZMaDMan met 4 young children who were brothers
And their names were: Lucifer, Belzebub, Satan and Bill
I would think that Bill was the antichrist .......... cuz hey! .......
he clearly has something to hide.
They would be Chaos, Anarchy, Plague ................... and Bob.
Bob, of course, will be the dreadest of them all !!
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Similarly if the ZZMaDMan met 4 young children who were brothers
And their names were: Lucifer, Belzebub, Satan and Bill
I would think that Bill was the antichrist .......... cuz hey! .......
he clearly has something to hide.
Lottery Ticket .....
Some time aback i bought a lottery ticket ......... i paid for a five dollar bet with a ten dollar bill ..... the last cash i had on me for the day.... and put the change as well as the ticket in the same pocket.
The date of the draw had passed and I ....... not really being a betting man ...... had not checked the ticket. I still had the five dollars as well as the lottery ticket in the same pocket.
Stopping at traffic light at night, and seeing a familiar bum who usually solicited there, i decided to give the bum my 5 dollar change. Because, of course, charity is supposed to bring good luck !
I reached into my pocket quickly grabbed my five note gave it to the bum.... who quickly vanished into the night.
After reaching home and excitedly deciding to actually check my lottery ticket ....... i reached into my pocket grabbed what was there and pulled out ..... a five dollar note ...........
I accidentally gave away my ticket ...
I HAVE NEVER SEEN THAT BUM AGAIN !! ..............
The date of the draw had passed and I ....... not really being a betting man ...... had not checked the ticket. I still had the five dollars as well as the lottery ticket in the same pocket.
Stopping at traffic light at night, and seeing a familiar bum who usually solicited there, i decided to give the bum my 5 dollar change. Because, of course, charity is supposed to bring good luck !
I reached into my pocket quickly grabbed my five note gave it to the bum.... who quickly vanished into the night.
After reaching home and excitedly deciding to actually check my lottery ticket ....... i reached into my pocket grabbed what was there and pulled out ..... a five dollar note ...........
I accidentally gave away my ticket ...
I HAVE NEVER SEEN THAT BUM AGAIN !! ..............
Oh ...... By The Way ...
Oh ...... By The Way ... My cable is back ........ can't you hear the excitement in my drawl monotone .......... hurrrraaaaayyy .......
Not to sound like the ungrateful black man .......... but Flow made me feel like an alterboy in a confession booth.......... taken advantage of .............. by the ways of the devil that is !!
What were you thinking you sick bastards ha ha ha
Anyway, i digress ......... yes that's my new thing..... saying "I digress"
But i digress from my digression,
Flow took 2 months to install my cable to my house .......... in the end they hired a private contractor who did it in 20 minutes. Also, after it was hooked up and was still not getting a feed, we realized that they just disconnected it from the box ............. no, not because i didn't pay, but because they ran out of room for the input connections on the box so they unplugged mine to make room for another one and didn't hook mine back in. Flow ......... You Bastard !!
Anyway ....... Digital cable is not all that it is cracked up to be ............. yes u have a shit load of channels ....... But who really watches ESPN 7 ?? (Now showing ........ International Dog Distance Jumping) ..... who cares....
Their are like 10 channels i really watch anyway ..........
Not to mention i they took so long to hook me back up that my one month trial of the porno channel has expired ............. Curses Wilberforce !!
Anyway ............ i can't really think of anything funny to write about Flow .......... hereafter referred to as flow ..... They don't deserve the capital "F" ...... or on second thought - maybe they do !!
I'm out !!
Oh Before i go !! ......... The privately contracted cable installation guy gave me his phone number for "Free" cable installation (at a fee of course) .......... So if anyone is interested please write to me and i'll give you the hook up !!!!
REVENGE IS MINE !!!
Revenge is a dish best served on a pole !!
Not to sound like the ungrateful black man .......... but Flow made me feel like an alterboy in a confession booth.......... taken advantage of .............. by the ways of the devil that is !!
What were you thinking you sick bastards ha ha ha
Anyway, i digress ......... yes that's my new thing..... saying "I digress"
But i digress from my digression,
Flow took 2 months to install my cable to my house .......... in the end they hired a private contractor who did it in 20 minutes. Also, after it was hooked up and was still not getting a feed, we realized that they just disconnected it from the box ............. no, not because i didn't pay, but because they ran out of room for the input connections on the box so they unplugged mine to make room for another one and didn't hook mine back in. Flow ......... You Bastard !!
Anyway ....... Digital cable is not all that it is cracked up to be ............. yes u have a shit load of channels ....... But who really watches ESPN 7 ?? (Now showing ........ International Dog Distance Jumping) ..... who cares....
Their are like 10 channels i really watch anyway ..........
Not to mention i they took so long to hook me back up that my one month trial of the porno channel has expired ............. Curses Wilberforce !!
Anyway ............ i can't really think of anything funny to write about Flow .......... hereafter referred to as flow ..... They don't deserve the capital "F" ...... or on second thought - maybe they do !!
I'm out !!
Oh Before i go !! ......... The privately contracted cable installation guy gave me his phone number for "Free" cable installation (at a fee of course) .......... So if anyone is interested please write to me and i'll give you the hook up !!!!
REVENGE IS MINE !!!
Revenge is a dish best served on a pole !!
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
The Shortest Cut .....
There are very few times in life when you get something for nothing ........ In fact i think it is never. There is always a cost to everything that you receive. (Notice i said "cost" and not "price" )
This cost may not be not be monetary- it may be time, it might be effort or inginuity, but also it may come at a cost of friendships or relationships. Nothing is free. Every action has a consequence. And i don't mean in the religious sense in that there is a supreme being dealing out punishments and rewards in accordance with his appeasement or displeasment with humans. (Not that i don't necessarily believe in a supreme being - but rather that i believe such a being would not waste time on petty nuisances). So I don't believe this in a religious sense, but quite opposingly as common sense ..... lol
Common sense, logically speaking, everything gained is made at the sacrifice of something else (time, money, friendships etc.).
I was always a firm believer in the shortest cut ........ taking the best short cut to achieve your goal ...... work smart and not hard. I still believe in it ........ but with some slight alterations. To achieve the shortest cut, and be successful, some sacrifice must be made ....... usually in the form of a small goat in a pentagon ..... i'm kidding. (I know its supposed to be a pentagram, but the ZZMadMan likes shapes)
But seriously, some sacrifice has to be made..... If i want to achieve a task, but also spend a short time on it (thus affording me ample time to goof off/ watch TV/scratch my hefty nuts) ....... then either I have to:
This cost may not be not be monetary- it may be time, it might be effort or inginuity, but also it may come at a cost of friendships or relationships. Nothing is free. Every action has a consequence. And i don't mean in the religious sense in that there is a supreme being dealing out punishments and rewards in accordance with his appeasement or displeasment with humans. (Not that i don't necessarily believe in a supreme being - but rather that i believe such a being would not waste time on petty nuisances). So I don't believe this in a religious sense, but quite opposingly as common sense ..... lol
Common sense, logically speaking, everything gained is made at the sacrifice of something else (time, money, friendships etc.).
I was always a firm believer in the shortest cut ........ taking the best short cut to achieve your goal ...... work smart and not hard. I still believe in it ........ but with some slight alterations. To achieve the shortest cut, and be successful, some sacrifice must be made ....... usually in the form of a small goat in a pentagon ..... i'm kidding. (I know its supposed to be a pentagram, but the ZZMadMan likes shapes)
But seriously, some sacrifice has to be made..... If i want to achieve a task, but also spend a short time on it (thus affording me ample time to goof off/ watch TV/scratch my hefty nuts) ....... then either I have to:
- do an effort re-allocation (coersing/paying/tricking someone else to do it) - at the cost of
-getting caught
-losing respect
-losing control
-the sacrifice of your own development - put in a greater effort concentration (greater effort in less time) .. ie. cram - at the cost of
-a greater leverage of time (no liming/parties closer to the due date)
-sleep (usually the case)
-health (over-extent of oneself)
-disposition (the emotional aspect) - put in a greater mental concentration - ie smart-maness.
(Like finding a mental path through the woods that has a shorter distance to the main road way). This path is usually hidden, otherwise of course everyone will take it, and it won't really be a short cut, or it may be somewhat tricky.
This comes at the cost of:
-the mental effort required equivalent to the "beat the trick"
-time effort required to "beat the trick"
-People not liking you: hard workers never like smart workers. (But who cares about losers anyway) lol
(Calling in favours falls into this category - performing favours is also effective but just not as acceptable lol)
All of these "methods" usually also come at the sacrifice of quality (though not always)
Ie ..... If you want something big to happen, you have to do something big. Reward does not always exactly equal effort, but it runs parallel to it. It is a symbiotic relationship. So if you want to achieve a certain level of success ........GET CRACK-A-LACKING !!
Either that or just be content to scratching your nuts !! (or whatever you got)
Disclaimer: "Scratching your nuts", although being a male-sex genitalia reference, is spoken of figuretively, and not meant to discriminate against women who would also like to "Scratch Their Nuts"
The ZZMaDMan would never discriminate against the ladies ;)
Monday, April 16, 2007
Lies ... Or Perception ........
Lies, lies and more lies .......... everybody does it. But are our lies always lies ?
Or are they just interpretational inaccuracies? Or as i will call them inexactitudes.
Humans are creatures of interpretation. Data is recepted to us from our sensory organs, our brain perceives it, and then it is stored. As a result there are 2 major sources of error in that chain of events, the perception, and our memory.
I will respond to the latter first (uncharacteristically) - our memory.
Memory is the collated interperetation of our life experiences. But it is more like a beach after every tide .... the beach as a whole remains constant, its not like one day you will go to Pigeon Point and it won't be there, but at the same time the landscape changes ever so slightly. Similarly while an event remains constant, the details are victim to interpertation and imagination. Have you ever been asked something and after a long pause you say "I'm trying to remember if it was (.....) or (....) " .......... if an event is a definite, how can you "try to remember" ?...... how can you execute a thought process for an absolute ?!
"Memory can change the shape of a room; it can change the color of a car. And memories can be distorted. They're just an interpretation, they're not a record, and they're irrelevant if you have the facts. " - Memento (2000) {2nd greatest movie ever}
The simple answer is that there are no absolutes, our brain stores lego blocks of information. Based on the pieces available we say "the entire thing may have been a house" ........ it may have been a boat. But our perception stitches back the initial idea into what we deem was most logical to us. "We try to remember ... " really means "we try to stitch".
And now u see why i put the latter first, because we come back to the idea of perception.
I will start with a story:
I was coming home one night driving. It was late, i was sleepy, my eyes were drifting. In the distance i saw 4 red lights a pair above and a pair below. I was driving up to truck. A lorry of course, with the big square back ends. It was on the highway and this truck was moving. This was a reality ........ wrong !!! ......... it was a red traffic light. And below the traffic light was a line of cars stopped at it, my 2 pairs of lights were 2 seperate objects ..... the traffic light some way off which made it look like the small lights on the top of trucks, and the lower light, was much closer ........ and not moving. Needless to say my reality was shattered as well as my fender......... actually no ..... my fender was fine ...... that was just to make the story exciting and somewhat comical. Did it work? .........
....... I didn't think so.......
but anyway, the point is the truck was my truth, that was my reality ........... realising that it wasn't, was so confusing that i denied it.......... i acknowledged the existance of a red light ...... but i refused to believe that there was no truck. And that brings me to the ultimate point. What is the truth? All time and events as experienced by any individual, their truths, are all subject to their interperetation. So when one person's interperetation interacts with another's that is not congruent ...... does that make one person a liar to the other?
Obviously, there is one ultimate and absolute truth, though we may never interpret it ....ie. that there is no truck (or no spoon if you want to quote the matrix) ....... but without justification for another interperetation (seeing no truck) ....... the initial interperetation - the lie - is in fact the truth (my truth).
In dealing with other people - situations, events and emotions- we must remember that there is no definitive truth. Their is only agreement upon ideas....... or as usually the case - disagreement. So an open mind should be kept when assigning reality. By going into a situation with a pre-disposed idea, we open ourself up to skewed interperetation ........ A warping of the "facts". Our realities will be created by our pre-conceived notions.
Its a perception reception screwed from inception.
So in conclusion,
Baby, that was not my car you saw at strip club ....
That was not me you saw getting into it .....
I don't remember being there .....
I perceived that i was somewhere doing something else ............. :)
Where are you going ?? .........
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Perception .........
This will later be deemed a lie .... lol
(Guess by whom ........) -> -> ->
Or are they just interpretational inaccuracies? Or as i will call them inexactitudes.
Humans are creatures of interpretation. Data is recepted to us from our sensory organs, our brain perceives it, and then it is stored. As a result there are 2 major sources of error in that chain of events, the perception, and our memory.
I will respond to the latter first (uncharacteristically) - our memory.
Memory is the collated interperetation of our life experiences. But it is more like a beach after every tide .... the beach as a whole remains constant, its not like one day you will go to Pigeon Point and it won't be there, but at the same time the landscape changes ever so slightly. Similarly while an event remains constant, the details are victim to interpertation and imagination. Have you ever been asked something and after a long pause you say "I'm trying to remember if it was (.....) or (....) " .......... if an event is a definite, how can you "try to remember" ?...... how can you execute a thought process for an absolute ?!
"Memory can change the shape of a room; it can change the color of a car. And memories can be distorted. They're just an interpretation, they're not a record, and they're irrelevant if you have the facts. " - Memento (2000) {2nd greatest movie ever}
The simple answer is that there are no absolutes, our brain stores lego blocks of information. Based on the pieces available we say "the entire thing may have been a house" ........ it may have been a boat. But our perception stitches back the initial idea into what we deem was most logical to us. "We try to remember ... " really means "we try to stitch".
And now u see why i put the latter first, because we come back to the idea of perception.
I will start with a story:
I was coming home one night driving. It was late, i was sleepy, my eyes were drifting. In the distance i saw 4 red lights a pair above and a pair below. I was driving up to truck. A lorry of course, with the big square back ends. It was on the highway and this truck was moving. This was a reality ........ wrong !!! ......... it was a red traffic light. And below the traffic light was a line of cars stopped at it, my 2 pairs of lights were 2 seperate objects ..... the traffic light some way off which made it look like the small lights on the top of trucks, and the lower light, was much closer ........ and not moving. Needless to say my reality was shattered as well as my fender......... actually no ..... my fender was fine ...... that was just to make the story exciting and somewhat comical. Did it work? .........
....... I didn't think so.......
but anyway, the point is the truck was my truth, that was my reality ........... realising that it wasn't, was so confusing that i denied it.......... i acknowledged the existance of a red light ...... but i refused to believe that there was no truck. And that brings me to the ultimate point. What is the truth? All time and events as experienced by any individual, their truths, are all subject to their interperetation. So when one person's interperetation interacts with another's that is not congruent ...... does that make one person a liar to the other?
Obviously, there is one ultimate and absolute truth, though we may never interpret it ....ie. that there is no truck (or no spoon if you want to quote the matrix) ....... but without justification for another interperetation (seeing no truck) ....... the initial interperetation - the lie - is in fact the truth (my truth).
In dealing with other people - situations, events and emotions- we must remember that there is no definitive truth. Their is only agreement upon ideas....... or as usually the case - disagreement. So an open mind should be kept when assigning reality. By going into a situation with a pre-disposed idea, we open ourself up to skewed interperetation ........ A warping of the "facts". Our realities will be created by our pre-conceived notions.
Its a perception reception screwed from inception.
So in conclusion,
Baby, that was not my car you saw at strip club ....
That was not me you saw getting into it .....
I don't remember being there .....
I perceived that i was somewhere doing something else ............. :)
Where are you going ?? .........
***************************************
Perception .........
This will later be deemed a lie .... lol
(Guess by whom ........) -> -> ->
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Living in the Shadow of My Imagination
You ever had big dreams ? ........... No not wet dreams ........ big dreams!
Dreams of that one thing or one situation that would be "Really Awesome !! " ......
What is stopping you ? ......... Fear of failure? Fear of the unknown? Fear of losing the things u already have for the things that you desire? ......... Fear of that 1st step ?
I have big dreams - usually at work ...... They usually end with a loud gasp and a long back hand stroke across my face to wipe away the accumulated saliva.
But seriously ......... i have big dreams .......... mainly of world domination ........ but the intermediary steps are cool as well ........... like owning a donut shop ........ donuts are delicious
but i digress ....
Sometimes i wonder if my imagination is larger than what is accomplishable.....
But how would i know what is accomplishable unless i try ??
The other problem is the risk .......... do i sacrifice what i have now ........ for what i possibly could have ?? Are pipe dreams worth chasing ?
There comes a time in every mans life when he asks himself:
"Do i want to run with the bulls? Or do i want to graze in a pasture?"
"Do i want the thrill of the stampede with downside of constantly foraging for food? or do i want a mundane but stable footing where i have ample lettuce?"
Is the tehered bull reall happy ............ or is the hungry bull ?
Is the grass really always greener on the other side? or is it just my imagination?
I don't know right now ....
My imagination may open "possibilities" up to me ........ but i still fear that first step ..... the decision to chase, or not to chase. I am overwhelmed by a shadow of doubt.
But i am reminded of a line i learned from Survivorman ......... that crazy show on the Discovery Channel where they drop white ppl in the forest for seven days and they have to eat ants and bats, and other crap until they find their way out. (Yeah ...... only white ppl do that kind of shit...)
It goes something like this: "Always make a decision and follow thru with it ......... most ppl that die in the wilderness die because they stay in one place and think about what to do next while in fact doing nothing....... by making a decision, even a wrong one, it puts u in a position where u can do something else to aid in ur survival...... and u keep making decisions until ur either safe or in a position to make a better decicion.... but hey, it beats starving or being eaten by wild iguanas" (ok ok ......... i put that last part in myself )
but u get my point ............. make a decision !!
so at the end of all this i have come to a decision
and my decision is ......... to make a decision ...
hey ............ at least i'm not being eaten by wild iguanas
P.S. The Zzmadman loves the Discovery Channel ........ I hate you Flow .......... You Bastard !
(These iguanas have British accents ......... Man eating iguanas are always funnier with british accents ....... think about it lol)
Dreams of that one thing or one situation that would be "Really Awesome !! " ......
What is stopping you ? ......... Fear of failure? Fear of the unknown? Fear of losing the things u already have for the things that you desire? ......... Fear of that 1st step ?
I have big dreams - usually at work ...... They usually end with a loud gasp and a long back hand stroke across my face to wipe away the accumulated saliva.
But seriously ......... i have big dreams .......... mainly of world domination ........ but the intermediary steps are cool as well ........... like owning a donut shop ........ donuts are delicious
but i digress ....
Sometimes i wonder if my imagination is larger than what is accomplishable.....
But how would i know what is accomplishable unless i try ??
The other problem is the risk .......... do i sacrifice what i have now ........ for what i possibly could have ?? Are pipe dreams worth chasing ?
There comes a time in every mans life when he asks himself:
"Do i want to run with the bulls? Or do i want to graze in a pasture?"
"Do i want the thrill of the stampede with downside of constantly foraging for food? or do i want a mundane but stable footing where i have ample lettuce?"
Is the tehered bull reall happy ............ or is the hungry bull ?
Is the grass really always greener on the other side? or is it just my imagination?
I don't know right now ....
My imagination may open "possibilities" up to me ........ but i still fear that first step ..... the decision to chase, or not to chase. I am overwhelmed by a shadow of doubt.
But i am reminded of a line i learned from Survivorman ......... that crazy show on the Discovery Channel where they drop white ppl in the forest for seven days and they have to eat ants and bats, and other crap until they find their way out. (Yeah ...... only white ppl do that kind of shit...)
It goes something like this: "Always make a decision and follow thru with it ......... most ppl that die in the wilderness die because they stay in one place and think about what to do next while in fact doing nothing....... by making a decision, even a wrong one, it puts u in a position where u can do something else to aid in ur survival...... and u keep making decisions until ur either safe or in a position to make a better decicion.... but hey, it beats starving or being eaten by wild iguanas" (ok ok ......... i put that last part in myself )
but u get my point ............. make a decision !!
so at the end of all this i have come to a decision
and my decision is ......... to make a decision ...
hey ............ at least i'm not being eaten by wild iguanas
P.S. The Zzmadman loves the Discovery Channel ........ I hate you Flow .......... You Bastard !
(These iguanas have British accents ......... Man eating iguanas are always funnier with british accents ....... think about it lol)
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Flow ............. You Bastard
Flow ........... trinidad's premier cable company.................. is totally complete utter rubbish
I still have no cable .....its almost 2 months ......... i have past the point of withdrawal syndrome
now i'm just annoyed
after 6 weeks of watching a stark blank television, and after my numerous calls with many four letter obscenities, a very polite young lady called one Friday afternoon. She mad a request that the company FINALLY come to install the necessary dohikkies for me to see my beloved television.
i was wary of her polite intonation ........ i restrained myself from getting too exited for i knew Flow had disappointed me so many times before ........ but i would not let the opportunity pass.
"Tuesday they would come" she said so pleasantly..... oh such a happy day ... a Tuesday..... after a long weekend of cableless living ....oh how i awaited ....what a day!! ..... the sun was shining the birds were singing... i had even readied the fattened calf for the return of my prodigal son ( i bought a pizza and a 2 litre).
But alas no ............ after 6 weeks they were to now realize that they had a problem .......... the positive negalator couldn't fit into the negative posilator or some rubbish like that ........ Flow you Bastard !!!
Nahiiiiiiiii !!!! (I learned that one from ZeeTV)
And now today, they call me ..... a week later ....... to tell me that they were supposed to send a guy today.......... despite the fact that nobody called before and no-one is home ......... but the guy can't come because the clutch on his car is broken ......... and that makes sense cuz they only have one repair guy i suppose.
Essentially they called when i'm not expecting them to tell me not to expect them and to expect them on some other day ...... that i probably still won't expect them on ...... and to thank me for my patience......... But that's what i expect from Flow.
And to make matters worse the Cable guys are always on my street !!! Installing other ppl's cable !!! It like a game to them ............ i feel like i'm on a tv show or something .... like boiling point ...... or candid camera or some other show that shows on cable ....... I keep waiting for someone to jump out from behind a bush and yell "Suprise ......... We got yah !! " ........... So that i can punch them in the face and eat their liver.
i think i'm gonna take a week off from work and start to hunt Cable guys ........ i have a slingshot ...... and i'm pretty good ......... any cableman that is not on my roof top is gonna get it ......... I'm going to go Rambo on them till they fix my TV ...... or should i say Rambro (The black Rambo) ........ after all, thats the only thing makes sense to ppl ....... random acts of violence..... i'll give them a reason to wear those hard hats !!!
Flow .......... you are retarded ......... you should change your slogan to "Flow ....... just like molasses "
DirecTV here i come......
I still have no cable .....its almost 2 months ......... i have past the point of withdrawal syndrome
now i'm just annoyed
after 6 weeks of watching a stark blank television, and after my numerous calls with many four letter obscenities, a very polite young lady called one Friday afternoon. She mad a request that the company FINALLY come to install the necessary dohikkies for me to see my beloved television.
i was wary of her polite intonation ........ i restrained myself from getting too exited for i knew Flow had disappointed me so many times before ........ but i would not let the opportunity pass.
"Tuesday they would come" she said so pleasantly..... oh such a happy day ... a Tuesday..... after a long weekend of cableless living ....oh how i awaited ....what a day!! ..... the sun was shining the birds were singing... i had even readied the fattened calf for the return of my prodigal son ( i bought a pizza and a 2 litre).
But alas no ............ after 6 weeks they were to now realize that they had a problem .......... the positive negalator couldn't fit into the negative posilator or some rubbish like that ........ Flow you Bastard !!!
Nahiiiiiiiii !!!! (I learned that one from ZeeTV)
And now today, they call me ..... a week later ....... to tell me that they were supposed to send a guy today.......... despite the fact that nobody called before and no-one is home ......... but the guy can't come because the clutch on his car is broken ......... and that makes sense cuz they only have one repair guy i suppose.
Essentially they called when i'm not expecting them to tell me not to expect them and to expect them on some other day ...... that i probably still won't expect them on ...... and to thank me for my patience......... But that's what i expect from Flow.
And to make matters worse the Cable guys are always on my street !!! Installing other ppl's cable !!! It like a game to them ............ i feel like i'm on a tv show or something .... like boiling point ...... or candid camera or some other show that shows on cable ....... I keep waiting for someone to jump out from behind a bush and yell "Suprise ......... We got yah !! " ........... So that i can punch them in the face and eat their liver.
i think i'm gonna take a week off from work and start to hunt Cable guys ........ i have a slingshot ...... and i'm pretty good ......... any cableman that is not on my roof top is gonna get it ......... I'm going to go Rambo on them till they fix my TV ...... or should i say Rambro (The black Rambo) ........ after all, thats the only thing makes sense to ppl ....... random acts of violence..... i'll give them a reason to wear those hard hats !!!
Flow .......... you are retarded ......... you should change your slogan to "Flow ....... just like molasses "
DirecTV here i come......
My Sixth Sense ....
I see stupid people. They walk around like regular people. They don't understand each other. They only understand what they want to understand. They don't know they're stupid.
Over the weekend i went to Tobago ......... spent 4 days there ......... had alot of thinking time ....... and yuh know what i realized ?
Alot of people are stupid
Yeah stupid........... i doh mean to sound conceited, or arrogant, or presumptuous ....... but sometimes u just can't deny it
like for instance ....... listening to 2 ........ yes 2 ..... not 1 ...... but 2 women talking about Snoggeling
"Did you see any sharks when you went snoggeling"
"No i didn't, we saw fish but no sharks in the coral when we was snoggeling"
This conversation went on for quite a few minutes ......... i *macoed intently to make sure what i was hearing was really what they were saying
(* maco - to eves drop)
i just wanted to shout out "SNORKELLING ........... You morons !!!"
(yeah i put that line in there for u dumbasses that didn't get it in the first place)
when i was in primary school and especially in secondary school and university we were always told that we were in the the upper 5 % intelligence profile ......... i never really took it seriously because ..... (1) it seemed conceited, and (2) everyone else i knew was also in the "upper 5%" so i never felt drastically more intelligent than anyone else. But now, stepping out into "the real world" i feel like i'm surrounded by morons.
I blame the education system though, because even though Trinidad has a high education rate we are not really taught to think. We go to school and learn to repeat information. We don't read, or pay attention to news or anything of the sort. We are an ignorant people. Yes i may be extending my theory beyond the people who were snoggeling ..... obviously they went to no school whatsoever.......... but we go to university etc. to get a piece or paper that says we are smart ...... but are we really? What's the value of a degree on a deserted island?
but i see it all the time ........ ignorant people....... and in high positions in big companies - like my company lol - people who know alot .......... and yet know nothing ......people who don't think ..... ignorant people
and i do mean ignorant ........ in the dictionary sense of the word ....... not as in its colloquial replacement for arrogant (when someone is wrong and strong) ........ see ...... you were ignorant about that too lol
P.S. :
The snoggelers were Trinidadians in Tobago ....... not Tobagonians ..... just wanna clear that up
And also i don't think that i am better than others just because I AM smarter than them ....... I think i'm better than others for a whole host of other reasons as well !!! lol
See the fear in his eyes ?............... thats the fear i would feel around stupid ppl ...... (Provided, of course, if the ZZMadman were to experience such feelings as fear)
Over the weekend i went to Tobago ......... spent 4 days there ......... had alot of thinking time ....... and yuh know what i realized ?
Alot of people are stupid
Yeah stupid........... i doh mean to sound conceited, or arrogant, or presumptuous ....... but sometimes u just can't deny it
like for instance ....... listening to 2 ........ yes 2 ..... not 1 ...... but 2 women talking about Snoggeling
"Did you see any sharks when you went snoggeling"
"No i didn't, we saw fish but no sharks in the coral when we was snoggeling"
This conversation went on for quite a few minutes ......... i *macoed intently to make sure what i was hearing was really what they were saying
(* maco - to eves drop)
i just wanted to shout out "SNORKELLING ........... You morons !!!"
(yeah i put that line in there for u dumbasses that didn't get it in the first place)
when i was in primary school and especially in secondary school and university we were always told that we were in the the upper 5 % intelligence profile ......... i never really took it seriously because ..... (1) it seemed conceited, and (2) everyone else i knew was also in the "upper 5%" so i never felt drastically more intelligent than anyone else. But now, stepping out into "the real world" i feel like i'm surrounded by morons.
I blame the education system though, because even though Trinidad has a high education rate we are not really taught to think. We go to school and learn to repeat information. We don't read, or pay attention to news or anything of the sort. We are an ignorant people. Yes i may be extending my theory beyond the people who were snoggeling ..... obviously they went to no school whatsoever.......... but we go to university etc. to get a piece or paper that says we are smart ...... but are we really? What's the value of a degree on a deserted island?
but i see it all the time ........ ignorant people....... and in high positions in big companies - like my company lol - people who know alot .......... and yet know nothing ......people who don't think ..... ignorant people
and i do mean ignorant ........ in the dictionary sense of the word ....... not as in its colloquial replacement for arrogant (when someone is wrong and strong) ........ see ...... you were ignorant about that too lol
P.S. :
The snoggelers were Trinidadians in Tobago ....... not Tobagonians ..... just wanna clear that up
And also i don't think that i am better than others just because I AM smarter than them ....... I think i'm better than others for a whole host of other reasons as well !!! lol
See the fear in his eyes ?............... thats the fear i would feel around stupid ppl ...... (Provided, of course, if the ZZMadman were to experience such feelings as fear)
Hello All
Hello all .............. i know how much you've missed me ..... well not really .......... but i'm back anyway .......... i know i've been sticking on the blogs
i just real lazy
but i trying to get my numbers up ........... cuz its April ....... and The ZZMadMan likes April ....... its his Birth month ...... in a matter of speaking of course
for The ZZMadMan was not born but rather poured from the molten lava of the earth and left to cool
I know i'm cheating by writing this blog
But The ZZMaDMan cheats ......get over it !!
i just real lazy
but i trying to get my numbers up ........... cuz its April ....... and The ZZMadMan likes April ....... its his Birth month ...... in a matter of speaking of course
for The ZZMadMan was not born but rather poured from the molten lava of the earth and left to cool
I know i'm cheating by writing this blog
But The ZZMaDMan cheats ......get over it !!
Thursday, April 5, 2007
Monday, April 2, 2007
Le Life Incomplete .....
I hate my job. I hate getting up every morning driving through an hour of traffic to sit in an a white pin striped office. Its so neat and clean .......... so predictable......... i hate it. Its like a room in a hospital or a mental institution. Its a room for the sick, the feeble, the unwell ....... the dying. i'm mentally dying in this room. All it lacks is the padded walls. And believe me ...... I KNOW ...... i have the bruises to proove it.
My job is a good job, i have a good boss (well .... the boss i choose not to ignore anyway) ..... and i'm happy with my salary. But i'm annoyed ..... its so ......... so comfortable. I can't stand it.
Comfort is the bane of human existence, we should scorn it with maximum indiscretion for it is totally uninspiring.
In the world we live risks have been eliminated .......... everything has been made easy. Ease should be a four letter dirty word ........... what is life without hardships, obstacles milestones and challenges. The human race has turned its milestones into mild-stones. There is no sense of accomplishment.
To do the impossible deed, to live the impossible dream, even in failiure ..... is that not what life is all about ??
I will not run from pain, i will enjoy it, for pain lets us know that we are alive.
Nor will i run from hardships or challenges. I will take my risks and enjoy my life and my youth.
I don't want to look back at an uncompleted life. I don't want to reminisce over the things i could have done. I don't want to be an old man who buys a motorcycle to recapture his youth. A "Wild Hog".
I don't want to be a " Wild Hog"
I want to be a "Wild Piglet"
My job is a good job, i have a good boss (well .... the boss i choose not to ignore anyway) ..... and i'm happy with my salary. But i'm annoyed ..... its so ......... so comfortable. I can't stand it.
Comfort is the bane of human existence, we should scorn it with maximum indiscretion for it is totally uninspiring.
In the world we live risks have been eliminated .......... everything has been made easy. Ease should be a four letter dirty word ........... what is life without hardships, obstacles milestones and challenges. The human race has turned its milestones into mild-stones. There is no sense of accomplishment.
To do the impossible deed, to live the impossible dream, even in failiure ..... is that not what life is all about ??
I will not run from pain, i will enjoy it, for pain lets us know that we are alive.
Nor will i run from hardships or challenges. I will take my risks and enjoy my life and my youth.
I don't want to look back at an uncompleted life. I don't want to reminisce over the things i could have done. I don't want to be an old man who buys a motorcycle to recapture his youth. A "Wild Hog".
I don't want to be a " Wild Hog"
I want to be a "Wild Piglet"
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